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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

here i am, after a busy busy March holidays... busy during the holidays, how contradicting.
yes i've been filled with tonnes of Ministry stuff, to a point that i cant tahan cos my physical body really really tired like siao.

well i'm glad that cell retreat and G12 conference is over, cant help but say that the Lord has really spoken deeply in me. He's continously remindin me that He's indeed real. the placard session was rather memorable, i was jus filled with the compassion and love of the Holy Spirit, that i began to tear very damn badly. the funny thing is that i didnt most of the pple that went on stage, but God showed me that He's was so real and tangible to each and everyone of their lives.

i've been astounded at how time flies, it's 2 yrs since i rededicated my life to God, 2 yrs since our cell grp started. and last wk, we officially split into 2 groups liao. i donno why, but we somehow got closer even after the split. hmm.. sometimes the world cant explain much..

now that school has started, it's back to the busy curriculum and tiresome days. haiz
i've gotten back 2 papers liao. rather happy with it, cos it's was rather unexpected
i wished to get better, but i knew how much i've put it... and how diff the paper was.

i got D for both math and phy. yay!!
i'm hopin that i'll get D for both Chem and Econs too.. then it'll be 4 straight Ds... somewhat comforting. Alevels then aim for 4 straight As, maybe? heh. i can do amazing things with God with me..

oh ya, i'm updating this blog bcos bjorn NG asked me too.. i'm actually quite lazy to update cos work will start piling, and it's damn sian to go back into history to type some stuff here... plus i feel that no one reads my blog, so update oso no use. like duh rite, u guys arent even taggin.. must gimme some encouragements or smth mah.. then maybe i'll considerin posting more often..

okies i'm off liao..
PS: rain down.. my gosh i cant sing this anymore, i jus cant. His presence is too strong..

{ 10:55 PM }

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

i'm finally bloggin again... after such a long long hiatus (due to Common Test), it feels so diff to even come back and here... like it's chore. actually i think it is..

well Common Test was okay as a whole. i really thud i placed tonnes of effort for this Common Test, it felt the most stressful somehow.. even worse than Promos, ironic eh??
but it was God that really pulled me thrh.. there were times where i really wanted to give up, times where i really really flared up, times where i jus thud of gettin 4Us and get it over and done with...
but doin QT in the midst of exams really help, at least it organizes my importance and gathers back my confidence and willpower.

think i'll do okay for my CT, i'm expecting S/U only for GP, Chem and maybe Phy. all papers were diff to some extent lah, so i either get low D, high E or maybe low E, high S... really unpredictable but it's in God's hands. let Him control the grades, afterall i did all i could liao.

on a high note, i got C for A'Level Chinese. u must be thinking, "get C is on a high note meh?"
well to me, Chinese has always been a huge obstacle. i cant write, speak and study well for Chinese, esp with the new syllabus. i really thud i would fail, cos i got 51 for Prelims. way too concerning man.. so gettin a C was really a shock, and i'm +ve that i wont be retaking it. afterall Chinese aint crucial to enter Uni liao. right? err right?

okay there were other events that i wanted to blog about, but in case u didnt realise there were like 1 month ago? like Vday, my bday? it's like so long ago, i cant even dig out things that i did yday lah.. expect me to rmb things that happened a mth ago? haha, difficult man.

anyway, holidays are finally here. but it aint gonna be free man.. lookin thrh my schedule, i realised that i would be having 5 consecutive days of Church stuff.. fierce man, piang eh.

having cell retreat on Wed which is gonna be whole day. kinda excited abt it, it's an impt day for some of us lah, esp for me. being one of the "pioneer" guys, seeing how some of them came in and left, seeing how their lives have transformed, seeing how they've grown up, seeing the arguments and discussions, seeing their never-changing childish-ness, seeing how God really touched each and every one of them so differently, it makes me feel uneasy all inside. it has been 2yrs, short but how vivid are those memories to me man..

thurs to sat would G12 Conference, and it'll be 9am to 10pm (i'm sure it'll end even later, every yr oso liddat one).. ouch man, it means i'll spend less time in DreamLand and more time in Expo Hall10. haha. let's see what the Lord will speak during those few days. bjorn liu shud be stayin over... i think, if mother allows.. heh

oh.. i've gotten my guitar liao. after one yr of undecisive thinking, i have finally came to a conclusion to get it. i used my angbao to get it. the timing felt right, cos the Lord increased my angbao money by quite abit this yr. got it for like 500.. with sponsor from Lionel (thx!!). not exactly the color that i like, but hey it's a plugged in. and it has marble look (or so dylan says it)
still gonna use the rest of my angbao money to get my black N73 (i think tmrw's the day!!), donno whether i shud cont'd with Starhub or M1... sigh

i cant wait..

now that hols are filled with stuff, it means lesser time for trg. my intention was to use the March hols to prac 2.4 and pullups for my Napfa, but i guess i've gotten arrange my timing better. maybe i'll wake up 7am to train? oh mann, even less time in Dreamland. murder me..

i cant believe it's the holidays, yet Sarah and Juli are asking me to help them with maths. and here i go taking out my thick thick Math file, and start putting it into use again. gosh it's less than one wk ever since CT ended lah. sickening, and once again i emphasise, someone pls murder me (not literally)

black N73, u're mine..

{ 12:09 AM }

Monday, March 05, 2007

Common Test starts from tmrw... oh no...

here's my schedule, so pls pls pls be praying... i jus wanna pass

Tues 6th March
0930 - 1230 General Paper
1415 - 1715 Econs (bang wall man)

Wed 7th March
0800 - 1100 Maths

Thurs 8th March
0800 - 1100 Chemistry

Friday 9th March
1430 - 1730 Physics

tmrw is my exam, and my mom still asks, "why u study so hard these few days, got exams ah?"
-_-"

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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

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Monday, March 05, 2007

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